first voice I heard in the year 2012: my little brother.
second voice I heard in the year 2012: JN
both of those voices are reasons I’m alive.
I don’t want to die. I just don’t really know how to live without you.
What a terrible way to start off 2012!!! Praying for them <3
I know I said I would refrain from wine.
but..I can’t really stand the thought of entering another new year without him.
I need wine.
and I’m going to drink it.
and pretend that I’m not drunk.
and just sit, here, on the computer. and listen to beautiful music. and try not to think. but I wont be able to help it. and I’m just watching my little brother play skyrim.
maybe after everyone goes to bed(if I’m lucky), I will finally get to sit by myself and play. who knows. I slept roughly 4 hours last night.
19 minutes until 2012.
time to chug some wine.